In the last few days Knoxville has turned from a ghost town to the great southern university town it truly is. Students come flooding in from all part of the country and the world to get their taste of the Volunteer Spirit. Each coming from their own back grounds and have their own expectations and excitements coming to UT for the first time or returning for another great year on Rocky Top. This week is full of student moving back on campus and apartments nearby. Every organization is on full alert trying to gather all the freshmen and newbies they can find. Rush is underway as those that choose the Greek system. The atmosphere is of excitement and newness of another semester. You can be whoever you want to be when you go to college. What amazing person will you become after your 4 (or more) year of undergraduate school at UT, as you morph into who you truly are? I am hearing from friends and seeing on Facebook and Twitter about the start of another year at UT. It is weird not being there. Knoxville has been my home for four years, and though that doesn’t seem like a lot in comparison to a lifetime, those four years truly change your life forever.
As a new semester begins today, and I am sitting as far away from Rocky Top as I can, I reflect on the past four years of my life. I loved college, and now that I am officially an alumna (finally!) I have learned to appreciate those years so much more. During my junior year to the beginning of my senior year I wanted nothing more than to be graduated. And I regret so much that attitude. College has taught me so much about life, and I was able to grow in Christ more than I ever imagined. I experienced joy, heartache, community, loyalty, anger, love, friendship, sleepless nights, laughter, and most importantly the Holy Spirit. If I told you about every one of these, this blog would never end. It brings tears of happiness thinking about all the people I met and all things I did during my college career. How much I wish those days were never ending. If I talked to my freshmen year self, and said that three weeks after finishing college I would move to a another country to live and love on the people and live each day as the Lord to plan, she would probably have laughed. I was suppose to get a great degree, get married right out of college, move back to Camden, and begin the fairy tale life that is the southern way. Instead, I am sitting 1,400 miles away on a dirty tile floor of a concrete house, in front of a fan because it is so hot, in hopes the electricity stays on long enough for me to finish this blog. And honestly, I would choose this over the other EVERY single time.
UT will always and forever be the greatest university one could go to. I will be a volunteer for the rest of my life. Knoxville will be in heart, and a place I will venture to on many occasions. It is a bittersweet feeling to say goodbye to an entire part of your life, and excited about the next step. As my friends get married, get cool jobs away from Tennessee, or move abroad I am excited to see how the Lord moves in their life in this new chapter. It might be a cliché but is so true, after college you start the journey of the rest of your life. I may have no idea what is going to happen in the next three months or where I will be, but that is the beauty of this next part in life it doesn’t matter.
Some of my favorite parts about UT/Knoxville and my time there:
-Everything is orange
-Being a Volunteer
-UT truly has the best fans
-Sports…duh!
-Torchbearer and the eternal flame and getting roast jumbo size marshmallows on it
-Tradition
-The Rock…and getting to paint it
-Welcome Week
-Flash Rave in the library
-Vol Walk…and halfway through college seeing my baby brother walk along with the great Volunteers
-Hodges Library…so much time was spent there day and night and little studying was done but so many memories
-Cru-brary for when you needed a familiar face and always knew where to find them
-Being a part of one of the top Anthropology departments in the nation and the many opportunities given and people I met even if it meant being secluded to the dungeon that is SSH underneath Neyland Stadium
-Humanities Amp
-Massey Hall…where I lived for three years and so many memories made. This place will forever hold a place in my heart, and all the great women that I met that I will call friends for a long time
-Rushing the greatest sorority Pi Beta Phi
-Cru…I cannot even put into words what this ministry and the people that make it up have meant to me and my time at UT. I have never laughed so much, cried so much, or been loved so much than with these people. They have challenged me and continue to challenge me all the time.
-Calvary Baptist Church
-The Fellowship House and the FHouse girls who have been the greatest roommates, and the College House and College House guys who are the best neighbors and big brothers there could be
-Market Square, Riviera, Square Room, Mast General, all the greatness that is Downtown Knoxville
-The Strip
-Game Days
-Smokey
-World’s Fair (the fountains!)
-My favorite…Rocky Top
I could go on and on, telling stories and trotting down memory lane. I miss UT and Knoxville, but so blessed to be able to wear orange and cheer on the Vols while following the Lord's call to Haiti. All in all Rocky Top will always be home sweet home to me. Go Vols! Big Orange Country! Vol for Life!